Two Solutions In One

Fall planting is finally finished. There are still cleanup issues after we get a frost, but that's mostly cut back and collect dead stalks, with a spot of weeding once the ground is visible again.  Then it's just spreading some Preen to keep new weeds from growing from seeds. 

That's almost where I was before the day began. But some of my nursery-potted daylily plants going into the garden had root systems so thick they were deep round bricks, essentially. No hole in the garden's allotment of dirt could accommodate that depth of roots. They got bottom dirt removed, roots spread out as much as  my hands could, and planted a bit high anyway, hardy things that they are, with a promise to them - and myself - to add topsoil just as soon as I bought some. 

They are all doing well, thanks for asking. An actual rain helped.

That shopping actually happened the next day. The bag of topsoil sat inside the car hatch until this morning, providing a lumpy base for the groceries and whatever else went in there in the meantime. It is heavy after all. My surgeon would not approve my pulling it out. I don't bother to inform him that I have to lift things and carry them despite being over ten pounds. Instead I bring over the two-wheeler  (nowhere near as light as 10 pounds itself) to behind the car, slide the bag of topsoil over, lift it over the lip of the hatch and give it a semi-controlled drop onto the tray of the two-wheeler. It's worked before, this summer. Then of course there's locking the car, tilting the wheeler, and pulling it across the lumpy ground to where I'm going to work with its load.

I sit in a camping chair for most of that next part. Does that count for giving my shoulders the needed break? At least those pieces and chunks are each much lighter, mostly.

In the shed is a sharp toothed saw blade. No handle was attached, nor visible anywhere. For some reason I don't actually want the answer to it's covered with a couple layers of paint, red, then white. (Huh?) The teeth cover the entire length of one side except the final inch. But I have to grab it and saw the sturdy plastic bag with it (repeatedly stroking the same piece in the plastic for each cut of course -  that plastic is reallllly tough!) without donating any skin into the topsoil. Blood or other tissues either, one hopes. I do manage that part. Then I need to break up the formerly single solid chunk of topsoil, starting with a sturdy trowel and lots of leverage, into crumbs more resembling loose dirt, fill a collection of old pots and cottage cheese containers to the brims, and spread the topping over the needy garden. The eventual goal is level-ish ground, all roots covered, no topsoil saved for some imaginary future job... which otherwise translates to it taking up room in the shed in every single location that otherwise offers a flat solid spot to set one's foot safely on forever after. 

Accomplishing all that is the first needed solution. Doing it despite my fears of uneven ground making me fall would be the second solution. Well, combined with not actually falling, of course. The combination is the real reason the topsoil bag has taken up semi-residence in the car for so long, I almost thought about charging it rent. 

It wouldn't have helped.

An idea finally came to me, just in time for the next promised rain, likely to skip by as usual so I'd have to get outside tomorrow too, this time with a hose to settle the topsoil that still wasn't anywhere near the garden yet. Time to quit procrastinating! But maybe it would work out. The next rain disappointment coming along to nag me to get busy might not happen for weeks. It might even be snow by then. Brrrrr... no thanks!

Let's return to those containers of topsoil. I wanted them for spreading dirt in small sections around the garden, heavier in places with exposed roots, lighter when leftover dirt would be useful in nourishing next year's flowers. That in turn translates into detail work, the kind that was the final thing slowing the needed work down. I let an idea simmer for a few days, then decided today was it or else I'd have to risk falling again, or at least face the fear of it. Not absolutely sure yet which is worse.

I took the pots with their first load  - the dirt really expands when hard clods are busted up - and stood outside the raised ring of concrete blocks holding everything in place. Selecting the point along the circle closest to the plant needing the most soil, fingers metaphorically crossed that it would work, I threw the dirt in the direction of the base of that plant. 

It got pretty close.

Encouraged, I repeated, and repeated, and repeated on that side, then went halfway around the circle to get it from the other side for better coverage. By gum, it worked! Continuing in cycles of chop and crunch clods, fill containers, take over to the garden,  aim and toss, all the dirt was finally covering the garden, mostly where desired. Some of the leaves were also covered, but this late in the season, either I could nudge them and they'd drop the dirt, or let the elements take care of it by spring. Never was a step on uneven ground needed. I figured I'd let the theoretical afternoon rain show its muscles in dirt movement, or I'd deal with the hose tomorrow. 

Cleaning up the stuff scattered across the lawn to its designated niches in the shed -or garbage can - was in order, not just for neatness, but because if it didn't rain, the lawn would get mowed. Thursdays are mowing days, so regular that we tape the fee to the storm door if we're not going to be home. Our mowing lady has completed her college requirements, done substitute teaching last year, and is employed locally full time this year, so she'll swing by, pending weather, around suppertime. If I'm home I enjoy our five-minute chats when she does. It's almost enough to make me hope it doesn't rain this afternoon. 

Almost.

The Internet Says These Don't Exist!

 I'm talking flowers here, more specifically balloon flowers. If we want to get totally precise, balloon flowers that grow over five feet tall!!! I was given a plant years ago, so long, in fact, I've  forgotten its source. Did I actually buy it? Was it a present? Maybe somebody handed me one of those "Here, try this" kind of things from their garden? Somehow it got stuck in my brain that it came from my Mom, though by that time she was doing very little gardening, being in an apartment with limited dirt available. However it got into my garden in my previous house in Shafer, MN, it grew. And grew. And grew!!! 

 A lot of easy plants didn't. The dirt around the newly built house was fill over a former swamp, thus mostly clay, so bad it kept snowmelt puddles into summer in the low spot in a corner. Eventually somebody suggested putting in a weeping willow. We put in two instead, watched them spring tall rapidly, branching into climbing trees for kids. Without paying much attention, the spring ponds never came back, even after the trees had to be cut down. Examining the supposedly hard wood of their trunks, already rotting away in a few years while supposedly actively growing, perhaps they grew too fast. but they sure did their job! Regular trees do fine there after that. Apparently willow roots drive drainage channels through heavy clay.

The front flower garden needed help, but no normal person would dream of putting in weeping willows there! Even I wasn't that insane!  I started driving to my former town on my way home from work with a tarp and shovel in the back of my car and hauled away free compost, a heavy load at a time over the tarp. (I was much younger then!)  Nobody ever thought to question if I still lived there, especially since I was such a regular for months. I had gardens planned for this new horror of a yard, where even after grass grew in and rooted, every step our dogs took was a pit punched through the grass for the next couple years. Sure, I know about lawn rollers, but never bothered. Everything planted at first was cheap to free, just work involved. What didn't work was exchanged for the next try. 

Some time in those first few years, the balloon flower appeared. This shot is a transplant of that plant's offfspring, it's first appearance in spring in its current location. I'm a bit ahead of my story here, but wheee, purple roots! For scale, the green blades are standard lawn grass. I don't care if it's fescue or bluegrass or or rye or whatever. It still has to be mowed. (The creeping charlie is invading just fine, cutting way down on passes with the mower. And yes, I can insist on no lawn chemicals on the land inside our rented boundaries!)

Back to the older house: The plant was a novelty, grew with little attention, and after something more than a decade, spreading thousands of seeds in whatever technique those use, managed to naturalize a couple of babies in its own garden. (Poor return on the plant's effort, eh? Something hungry down at soil level?) One successful baby - of course -  was in the crack between paving blocks making a walkable path through total chaos. We lost use of that path the first year it sprouted.

Why? Couldn't we just step around it? The reason we couldn't is what makes it the plant the internet claims doesn't exist: it's over five feet tall! Now its other offspring in that garden were that size as well, but I never thought to question it. It was named a balloon flower by whoever was its source, I called it that to whoever asked, and we all went on about our days... which for us meant a long detour around the outside of our large L-shaped garden instead of across the bend. It's been a great excuse for not properly tending weeds for decades.

Hey, don't scold!

After moving to Arizona after retirement as snowbirds, returning for summers to watch the grandkids grow, then selling out and returning back north for good within a few miles of the former residence, now owned by one of my sons, I needed to garden again. (OK, like I ever stopped!!! But familiar thorn-free plants were strongly  preferred this time.) Many of the plants filling empty spaces in a new-to-me yard came out of the former garden, usually with digging help from my son. It seemed like a wonderful idea to dig out the balloon flower from that path it had been obstructing for over a decade. Of course I wanted it! There were now several others in the mostly neglected L-shaped garden, and lots of other favorites had samples transferred - iris, daffodils, scillas and daylillies mostly, doing our best to split clumps instead of eliminate varieties. The occasional invasive lily-of-the-valley hitchhiked in other rootballs but are being religiously removed on sight! If around next year I WILL POISON them!

The tap root of the path-blocker was HUGE! My son dug and dug, finally arriving with a monster with roots longer than the stems they supported. OK, to be fair, the stems had been cut way back for the transplant. We know better than to ask bruised and chopped roots to support something huge. I set it up against one side of the She Shed in the yard, next to a peony bush left by a previous owner, kept on provision we liked the color once it bloomed again, both visible from a walking path that runs through the yard. People might as well enjoy it/them as much as we did. Knowing how tall it should grow. I went to the local hardware store for tomato cages, one to mark off and support the peony, the other to do the same for the balloon flower. The lawn here gets mowed regularly by fiat in the rental agreement, and mowers needed to be kept away from spring plants which hadn't shown up yet. It also needed to be 5 feet tall! That translates to a foot of wire in the dirt and a 4 foot cage above. Like adding belt and suspenders, I lined the loose dirt around the rootball with rocks large enough that any self- respecting mower's owner would never "accidentally" cut the unfamiliar bush down. It also reminded me where to water regularly, and where to look for first sprouts. The first spring, not all yet up to be in the photo above, there were 11 stems. Just call some late risers. I haven't counted stem totals since. I did notice mid summer that a couple stems escaped the cage and grew through the peony bush, by then too gnarly to straighten.

It keeps coming up. That's good enough for me.  With the winds off the lake around here, the cage also has each growing branch tucked inside the wire rings of the cage... if found in time.

Eventually they grow tall, start their balloon  shaped bud in green, expand in their now thinner balloon shape in very pale blue, until finally the balloons pop open their centers and expand their petals out into a more traditional flower shape, attracting a whole lot of very small bees, at least around here anyway. They've been hard to reach in the old garden to see who pollinates what, so I just rely on whatever comes to do their pollination. It's not like they've ever needed me for the process.

Once the flowers are working on seeds, the petals wither, brown, and simply hang in place, protecting the seeds growing in the rim of a thickening upward-pointing pod, presumably so they don't drop too early, or even attract birds who'd digest them.

It works from the bottom blossoms up to the very top. In this case, those top ones are almost 5 1//2 feet tall!

Since the internet in its ignorance claims these are something else, due to the height, I checked out every single alternate it smugly informed me I was mistaking this plant for. The colors were wrong, the petal shapes and count per blossom were wrong, and none of them spent part of their growing lives as balloons. I wanted to be accurate, since I'd gone to a local garden center, described the plants, and offered to drop some off for them to grow if they wanted them. They offered to look at them. Period. If any employees were interested they could give them a try. (Perhaps they trust the internet's denial of the plants.) I assured them I wasn't asking for any compensation or store discounts on shopping.  I left with their offer of allowing me to drop off some for them to look at and maybe give a try. I suggested they give the plants two years to grow in a standard gallon pot, set a few by the entrance to attract attention, and find out just how many customers would want something totally (almost) unique.

I also assured them if they could grow them that they'd have something unique to sell their customers. My neighbors accepted seeds last year but nobody grew any that I heard.  I decided to do my own photo display for them, along with pods on stems in a large bag. The seeds look like grains of black pepper, tiny for such a tall plant, growing out of the top rim of their pod.  As soon as the former flower petals shrivel off and leave, seeds are free to drop to wherever. If they land on soil, you'll never find one. The internet suggests how to plant the ones they believe exist, starting them in spring. (Look it up.)

In lieu of a measuring stick, I had Steve take a shot of me standing on the same ground the plant was growing out of. (Good thing it didn't take him a long time or my nose would have been sunburned. I tried to keep at least the rest of my face out of the sun.) The tallest stems almost reach the top of my head. I'm 5 1/2 feet in sneakers, which I wore today. (A close look will show their bright pink laces.)

I decided if I wanted the garden center to take my offer and identification seriously, I had to first call in the Big Guns. That means my sister in law, with both advanced degrees in botany and years of teaching others how to identify what's around them. When I hit a snag with identifying a plant, usually for a wild plant in a photo, she's an email away and always appreciated. I detailed the issues, topped off with a photo from  the first garden from years back, with them leaning way over (uncaged) along the driveway and trying to crowd out cone flowers, both for color interest in a photo, and and size comparison. She quickly ruled: Definitely balloon flowers. The internet is wrong!

She suggested they might be a "sport", otherwise known as a mutation. We do know they grow in very different soil conditions,  even if only 5 miles apart. The garden center would be another 15 miles away, so similar climate. I expect if they can be made to grow, they'd be an interesting addition to many gardens.

Now I started to wonder if these are "registered" somewhere... or ought to be. And if so, how. All kinds of flowers have "societies" in charge of such details, and new sports get attention. I'm just not interested in that kind of bother myself, even though the idea of rocking the smug  internet sources on their fancy heels does tickle me a bit. But if they're to be accepted they would need to be named as the "______" variety of Platycodon grandiflorus .

I had a drive home from shopping to mull this over and tried several ideas, as if I could pretend for a moment to have the power to do that. I'm not looking for more than widening its range and giving more gardeners enjoyment. I don't want anything for the seeds except - perhaps - widening their appeal. All the idea has been, over all this time, is a gift. My persistence, my offer, my gift without strings. So if it's not catalogued somewhere by this time, named by somebody somewhere unbenownst to what is supposedly the biggest chronicler of facts on the planet, how about just calling it the "Heather's Gift" variety?

 Now the story doesn't end here, as the stems aren't ready for cutting yet, but I can add one more detail. The volunteer plant from the path, the one my son worked on for around an hour to dig completely out of the  ground? Apparently some piece of tap  root was left in the ground there. Guess what's back and growing as happily as ever in that spot?

To All Of You Out There

This is just a little blog. I started writing it primarily for me, just to blow off steam, or have a way  of saying I was here, or keep track of things I might forget as years advanced like those final months with my Dad. In some cases it was to try to communicate with the people whom I trusted least to keep reading it regularly just because they know me, even though I hoped they would. I do know a few people who do keep track of me this way, and I thank you. You do matter to me.  I do know my number one fan, the loving man sitting in the chair next to me who reads every single one of my posts, letting me know where I missed a typo or when something doesn't make any sense. Ironically, his reading never gets counted in the stats.(I can check in the stats after he reads it on his laptop and the count is still zero, or whatever it was when he started. I just assume it's because we use the same household internet system, though different computer systems, and somebody years ago decided we both must be the same person trying to cheat the statistics. Back then I didn't even know there were statistics!

If you wonder, I have no way of knowing who you are unless you tell me you learned something by reading it here. But I have found that I can get a picture, planet-wise, of who you are and in some cases guess why you ever popped over here in the first place. I'll probably be wrong, but at least you did.

Blogger offers the blog writer a chance to pore through scads of information on readers as a whole. There's a section called "Stats". I can learn what you as a unit read, what brought you over here, where on the planet you live. I can't tell how many times any particular one of you visits a second time or a third, for example, or whether you stopped by one time and read two words before deciding never to return.  (Really? Two words? But you're reading this far and that is already way more than two words!)

One thing I can tell, from total number of visits, is the most popular post of all my years here was the one on the Jobs Daughter's Secret. I was disappointed over my experience after a big secret was built up to tease us initiates with before the initiation and wound up being little more than confusion. I hope you weren't as disappointed in the reading of the post, but some of you had to have come back to read more. There are a few other posts which are perennial favorites, with total readership numbers on them continuing to build. 

This wasn't that popular until about three years ago. Graphs on readership were fairly flat up till then, but suddenly started to climb. Was somebody promoting it? Was it because I finally figured out how to reliably add photos about that time? (I popped one in the top as a bribe or a thank you, just in case that was it - my favorite wildflower shot from Arches National Park.)  But not that long ago I noticed the new numbers, took a deeper dive into the information provided me on the generic you, just because it is there. Plus I could discover which posts were still getting readers.

Where were all of you coming from? There are pie chart graphs in multiple colors, accompanied by names of countries written out with numbers of views from each category. I had assumed you would all be from primarily English speaking places. US first of course. Then maybe Canada? Great Britain? Suddenly there were so many of you from overseas countries that I started to wonder if somebody thought this was a good way to learn idiomatic English, which is a hoot when one considers my age and how likely I am NOT to be hooked in to the latest slang and nonsense like "six seven". Maybe ex-pats feeling nostalgic and hoping for an unofficial take on what's going on over here? Perhaps just the few people out there who understand my sense of humor but keep coming back regardless? My biggest question is why Canadians aren't counted in the stats at all. I know our government is horrible to you, but a whole lot of us on the northern tier love you dearly. I assume the rest of us simply haven't met you yet.

Here, in order from high readership to low outside of the US, is where you come from up through today: Singapore, Brazil, Germany, Vietnam, Hong Kong, France,  India, Seychelles. After that the percentages per country as part of the whole readership get lower. Somebody decided the list was long enough. But hey, not only is my mind blown, but I want to ask you all what are you doing over here without having it in the remotest sound like I don't welcome you to read whatever draws you here.

Blogger also keeps track of  your operating system, like the percentage who use Windows, Macintosh, Android, iPhone, and much further down until it reaches "other". How many more are there after all that?  I fully confess total ignorance here. But at least they all work to bring you here, so "Howdy!"

Nine different browsers are listed, with "other" tacked on the end, of course. I have actually heard of almost half of them.

How you got here, meaning referring URLs, is listed, but somehow a majority of them contain some iteration of  "Google" as part of their identity. Then we get to lynda.com,  theguardian.com, and americanexpress.com. (Now if the Guardian has a strong enough connection to be high on the referral list, then why isn't the UK listed as country whose people pop over here?) 1,260,165 are listed as "other". I can guess why they quit naming them at that point. Apparently that is important for some bean counters somewhere to distinguish that category from what you actually typed into your search bar to get here, but I hate to guess how many kinds of "other" there are out there. I have numbers for how many knew the blog title for their search, how many looked for my name, and how many actually started from a place I go to myself and may have commented at,  or know people who run the sites, or even places I might have (Gasp!) complained about on occasion(s). Some of those names have actually popped up in the stats (and I'm looking at you Walmart!)

Hey,  does somebody actually pay attention to criticisms and/or ridicule? Are you still there? Did you have any power to act, and did anything change? Or are you still laughing if you think about it at all? Am I now on a list somewhere of people who hate our unsane, hate filled, uneducated, narcissistic, corrupt president? If so, would y'all mind my taking pride in that particular accomplishment? Please note that I wield no weapon more pointy than mere words on a screen, and have no inclination whatsoever to approach that individual close enough to sniff his fouled diaper, much less come close enough to touch or throw any item or substance in that direction. Full disclaimer, if I did somehow get forced to be close in any way, my worst weapon would be laughter, and in revenge for the forced closeness I'd make it as loud and ridiculing as possible, so if need be, you can write that in your little threats books.

Meanwhile, I'll sum this up by referring you back to my poem on the opening page.  Whoever you are, whatever reason you stopped by, your touch has made a difference. So each and everyone of you, thanks for stopping by. Come again some time! And if you did come for the pictures...

...here's your reward: one from the spring home garden, a current favorite among daffodils.

Stray Thoughts

It's O-Dark-Thirty and I'm awake. I can hear a clock ticking three rooms away, as well as the occasional car driving slowly by on their way to... somewhere else. It isn't me who has to be elsewhere this Saturday morning. There's no TV worth hitting the remote button for. It's not totally dark because we never let that happen inside, except for the rare uncontrollable power outage. The outlets are generously filled with the kind of night lights that only come on in the dark so we can see our path when we go somewhere. At our ages, that's possible any time of day or night. Sleep is capricious. It only takes a little light to prevent a fall, and those can be serious. I'm not saying necessarily damaging, but definitely disabling for a time, requiring proper assistance.

The furnace just came on, so in comparison the clock went silent. Light is slipping its way between the cracks in the blinds so morning is on its way. Today is supposed to stay rainy, meaning intermittent and very light, but enough to minimize chances to finalize the last garden duties for fall. More top soil needs to be added in places. The bag still sits in my car, waiting for all to come together: dry weather, a good temperature, a willing body, and the mental push to follow through and make next year's garden dreams possible. Most of the body is willing now, but I gingerly test my jaw where another tooth was just removed after an abscess requiting antibiotics. It's down to tender, but the ache and deferred pain are gone. In a few hours I can consider food, carefully.

The furnace already popped off, the ticking returns, the lap robe is tucked in, chores are delayed, and musing returns. Steve has returned to bed for more sleep. I think his early activity is what woke me, quiet as he works to be whenever I sleep. Just knowing he is there is comfort, warmth, safety. Thoughts flash briefly to the first husband, the recall that knowing he was there meant vigilance, shutting down, becoming as invisible as possible aside from being seen to perform in expected ways without disturbing whatever he was about. There was certainty about who was the single important person in that union. Now, both of us have come out of those relationships and share with each other the reassurances that they too are important, valuable, deeply loved. It takes hardly an instant of reflection to realize this is happiness, this is love. All these years later, this comes with gratitude. All those years of not being enough, not being right enough, not being OK, yield appreciation for what is. Now, here in the dark and peace, the recognition of joy reigns.

Raindrops begin hitting the roof, making a soft duet with the clock. It's time to tuck the lap robe in around a couple missed corners and close the machine.

Hope For Justice In Minneapolis

Twin Cities news channels - at least the ones I watch - have been busy with post-ICE 's-winter-violence news the last few days. You may have caught some of the stories and claims last winter. There was an arrest of a man whom ICE claimed was attacking an ICE agent with yard tools - a shovel and broom - before he was shot, tackled, arrested, and taken to Texas. 

As happened in the Goode and Petti killings, videos taken by witnesses showed stories opposite to what the ICE agents claimed. Neither killing was justified by anybody watching the evidence, aside from those needing to support ICE regardless of facts. 

Minneapolis has not forgotten. Goode's wife has just requested return of the car Goode was driving so forensic evidence can be found before it totally deteriorates.

As for the shooting of Sosa-Cellis, his name is not a household word (yet) since he wasn't killed. He is a Venezuelan immigrant who was fleeing ICE arrest, shot in the leg while fleeing. Almost never mentioned in the reports is that during the incident one bullet went into the house into a 4-year-old's bedroom. It could easily have been a tragedy. Early reports centered on the alleged attack with tools against ICE, rake and broom vs. gun. The tools were indeed present, lying abandoned on the ground while the men ran into the yard  before the shot was taken. But ICE agent Christian Castro's name is increasingly heard these days, thanks to interference in justice by Texas Governor Abbott. Minnesota asked Texas to extradite Castro to MN to be tried here on both state and federal charges, the combination earned from both the shooting and Castro manufacturing a lie about what happened. Normally extradition requests from state to state are routinely complied with. Abbott refused, turning the crimes into a political battle. In the long run, having a different state's courts responsible for the costs of court procedures, usually including months of incarceration as well, is a financial benefit to the state ridding itself of the criminal. Trials are expensive. So is jailing somebody. Whatever crimes happened, they happened in Minnesota. Texas had no business sticking its foot in it.

I expect whatever was behind Abbott's interference, it centered around "making" ICE not guilty. Only the federal part of the crime could be tried there. And we all have seen Trump's penchant for pardoning his friends and allies, as he sees them, regardless of the charges. In fact, most of the ICE agents are pardoned perpetrators of the January 6th assault on the Capitol trying to change the election results the first time when Trump lost. Those were federal crimes. Both the federal and state crimes in the shooting of Sosa-Cellis can be tried - separately - in Minnesota. Trump can't pardon any state crimes.  

Castro is in Minnesota and in custody now. Minnesota is paying attention.

I do wonder how they'll find an impartial jury. Who hasn't seen the video coverage? Somebody who just moved into the state perhaps? But somehow the George Floyd murder by cop got a fair trial. I'm keeping the faith.

A Favorite Agave Once Bloomed Across The Street

Agave plants are far from friendly. All those I've seen have at least one long hard stabbing point on the tip of every leaf. Many have more up and down the leaf edges, including curved ones that you'd swear reach out in order to flay your skin into shreds. Don't believe me? Try cuddling accidentally with one and then come back to me with your more educated opinion. After, of course, you decide whether you really were secretly after getting your own source of tequila, and still think it's a good idea while you're bleeding out.

None of that stops a lot of people in the SW desert from using them in landscaping. I'm sure there are people for whom the painfulness of running into one of them is considered a lesson well learned by some people who grow them. Think of it as cheap fencing.

While I never planted that kind in my own yard for that purpose, I grew plenty. My personal favorite was the octopus agave, bearing a single terminal long spike on each leaf, but with smooth leaf edges. It was an easy task to take plant clippers and snip off the last inch of every leaf, leaving something slightly pointy and hard as a reminder, but not capable of shredding you if you stumbled into it. Many varieties came with the house, or grew through the chain link fence from neighbors yards. Mostly they never change, and require very little care once established. Plant and ignore. Or plant and AVOID!!!

I didn't pay a lot of attention to the neighbor's agaves, since they didn't require my attention. Just more desert plants in a huge metropolis of desert plants. Just a few years after we moved in, that changed. Right across the street, the spiky nasty plant our neighbor had growing at the corner of their sidewalk and driveway started sending up a tall stalk. OK, noted and ignored, went about our business, whatever it was.Taller and taller, resemblance to asparagus noted, still ignored. Sending out branches from the top, again noted and ignored... until one day, the top half or so of the plant stood holding red paddles! Or that's what it looked like!

I grabbed my camera, because of course. I couldn't get far enough away in a vertical shot to include all the top unless I cut out the "bush" of ground level leaves this grew from the center of, around three feet tall itself. I got in the habit of stepping into the street to take a shot, since across it was too far for detail of the upper branches which rapidly took precedence, and taking half a dozen new photos or more every time. It absolutely fascinated me! I was sure each new shot captured some new subtle  change in details than the last set a minute or hours before.  Surely the light changed? I shot a completely different branch? My camera performed differently?  

I went online to try to identify this species, thinking maybe I could buy one... like I had any decent spot for one, or, I found out, would even be alive to see it bloom without making medical history!

Note this this shows that each flowering branch has an accompanying long sharp thorn protecting it - in case anything big and hungry got that high I suppose. Details like those can show up as a surprise even years later when reviewing old photos. I probably shot the same things over and over for days. Thank goodness digital is free, no film processing needed! Each shot seemed brand new, different in another undefined way from the last dozen, important to capture for posterity and the happiness of the world!

OK, not the entire world. Or did I decide that too soon? Traffic on our street grew, and grew, cars slowing down, stopping for pictures before driving off for the next person to capture their shot. The word must have traveled. We weren't that busy on our street even when there were fantastic yard sales going on, not even with curbside merch behind large "FREE!" signs.

I changed how I shot,  going for close-ups to capture the details as they changed daily. Or at least I shot daily, never willing to miss an "event". The red bits paled a bit, but they became identifiable as  buds which split open on top to allow the pollen coated pieces to pop out of each. Over some days that process in any particular branch went from top center to lower and lower buds down either side, front and back, or left and right, depending from whichever perspective I shot. It also advanced up a branch at a time, until the last red was  in the top branch, much like a distant red sun was setting.

 By the time the blossoms turned mostly yellow, traffic died back. Yellow agave flowers? Ho Hum. I got the chance to safely cross the street almost any time I wished, shooting in this light or that, trying everything for the 17th time. Yep, that's fascination!

What a very sharp eye can notice is the sky in the above shot looks like I had a very dusty lens, especially the left half of the picture. What it really has is an enormous, relentless swarm of tiny pollinators, something like gnat size, doing their best to assist Mother Nature in procreating more of this spectacular  agave.

I toyed with the idea of asking the neighbors, who I never did meet, if they'd mind if I harvested some seeds once they developed. They either were very reclusive or residing elsewhere, possibly even  underground with an estate to be settled. It's common enough in senior's communities. I did keep an eye out for activity for a few weeks after it first grew its stalk, hoping they knew what kind it was for sure and perhaps wanted to be casually friendly like some other neighbors were.

Alas, seed collecting wasn't to be. Just a few days after this shot,whoever was caring for the property had a crew come in and totally remove the agave in pieces before it had a chance to develop seeds.  It was a Parri's Agave. It could easily take 50 years between seed planting in the exact perfect place and conditions, and another display like this one. No wonder it attracted the attention and traffic that it had.

 I never did see another in our years and travels in the Phoenix area. At least I got about a hundred pictures of this agave, now winnowed down to half a dozen. The memories are not limited by numbers. Any regrets have faded long since, beyond the casual way a treasure was lost.

So Now I'm "Great Grandma Boxes"?

I eventually learned once I was no longer outfitted to entertain kids (toys, art supplies, swings, etc.)  that little kids visiting Great Grandma expected SOMETHING to entertain them, keep them occupied. It was kind of new to me, having been an official family day care home provider following all the state requirements for 8 years while I was raising my own three. After years across states and a divorce, I needed a higher paying job and my youngest needed somebody else's daycare.  There was no longer a whole room in the house dedicated to kids, toys, entertainment, and education. In fact, from their perspective, it was pretty bare.

Once I fought for and won legal visitation with my one grandchild, visits were alternate weekends, plus a week for travel each summer. A huge fenced yard, climbable trees, pets, and planned activities pretty much averted boredom, and summer trips included camping, road trips to places like the Black Hills and the Lake Superior Circle Tour, often including a younger sibling of hers unrelated to me, or once even a cousin. As she got older, airplanes spanned the distance to Arizona, Washington state, and even Alaska. The farther the distance, the more packed with activities a full week was, and the more likely my youngest, now adult son came along as well. We were long past a houseful of toys by that time. I returned to an all-adult world. The treasures kept for future years and new generations were a section of the home library with special books, authors like C.S Lewis, Kipling, and Laura Ingalls Wilder, and some inherited from my parents full of photos of seashells and coral, saved from their post-retirement craft/business involving shells. Shells came with the books too, but as fragile as they are, and even then with climate change threatening their future,  most of those remain packed away. A few unique ones reside in shadow boxes on the walls, and of course there is one huge conch so supervised kids can "listen to the ocean".

No toys however, despite between my family and Steve's, having all kinds of grand kids and now great grands on both sides. They don't visit all that frequently, but they still like something to play with when they're here, up to the age where adult conversations start to get interesting. Or they bring their own kids. Or both. The cycles repeat.

In the process of moving in to our last home, there were all kinds of boxes left over. We did find happy homes for the regular packing boxes with people whose own grown kids were moving off to college or had friends who could use some. But for months I kept my hands full converting informal packing boxes, often scrounged from Arizona store dumpsters for the move back north, into recyclable pieces. When we had two elementary school grandkids over, bored while the big folk talked, they discovered two things: a mattress on the floor still in a plastic cover waiting for a room to get needed carpeting so the frame could be put together and that mattress have its home, and empty boxes.  The mattress would stay clean inside its cover whatever the kids would do  with it, so they got our blessing to have fun. Boy did they! And the empty boxes were in need of destruction by anybody's hands. So we grownups had our conversations and the kids had a blast!

Over the last three years, there have always been reasons for  more boxes to show up. Needed unassembled roller chairs came in them. Folding tables for entertaining large family groupings came in them. So did the needed folding metal chairs, and shelving unit pieces, and... and.... Sometimes I look around me and wonder just what didn't need its own box? But there is a large open space in our living room, as distinct from the family room with the TV, where large boxes of all sorts wind up until kids have an excuse to visit. They can decorate them with markers or colored pencils, turn them into their own construction projects, hide in them, destroy them - all is fair aside from damaging each other and the real furniture, or houseplants. After a good visit, the pieces get fed through the recycling stream. Sometimes it's all at once, sometimes it takes a month or more with pickups only alternate weeks.

Yesterday I had one of those multiple-errands-in-the-cities days. With gas prices being what they are, it's nice to make a large loop since it's fifty miles just to get to the first one, and fifty back again. I consulted with my granddaughter and she was open to me popping in there and dropping off a few things for the family, as well as just getting together for a visit where they didn't have to drive 80 miles each way. Just like me, she had three kids, the oldest a daughter, the other two boys, the youngest of which will be three tomorrow, and which, when Steve and I were snowbirding, we delayed our return south for, to see and hold him in the hospital after birth.

I have a history with her middle son. When we'd get together in my youngest son's yard for backyard bonfires and weenie roasts followed by s'mores, there were always piles of dead branches from all the trees. Those were what we burned. This kid would always find a stick and go around hitting everything he could with it. If he got a little too close to me, I'd simply reach out and hold it, so he had to stop hitting whatever. He wasn't pleased, just giving me a long stare. For the next couple years he'd basically ignore or avoid me. But he's been coming over to our place with the family and joining in the play with the boxes. Last Thanksgiving he and his siblings turned a bunch of boxes into a cardboard version of a huge easy chair, among other transformations. He was especially impressed with that big 7-foot long furnace box this summer. 

When I showed up at their house yesterday, apparently he'd heard I'd be bringing something for the family. He was very disappointed that I hadn't crammed my little hatchback car full of huge boxes! But at least he finally had good memories of me replacing the Mean-Old-Great-Grandma memories, since he talked to me, posed for pictures, and even demonstrated how he could turn cartwheels now (almost - shhhh) as good as his big sister could! He also made a point of showing me each new iteration of of a new Lego creation - before destroying it for the next idea - and announcing just what it was (for an old lady who just might not understand what he'd made.)

We're not ordering so many large things these days - thank goodness - but my youngest works for a company which gets a lot of things delivered in tri-wall cardboard. He's keeping his eye out for larger boxes and will drop some off when he visits, knowing kids will be using them. Of course his car is the same size as mine, so no 7 foot long boxes from him either. But yes, the pile is again growing.

Maybe next time I head over to their house for a visit I should ask how many fresh boxes they'd like? I won't - I think - be hauling plants that trip. There should be room.